http://starkmodistries.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] starkmodistries.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] xmenfirstkink2011-12-18 05:18 pm
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round 3 overflow post

Round 3 Overflow Post


This post is for Round 3 fills only. We ask that when a round hits 8500 comments, fillers begin moving their fills to this post.

Format:
SUBJECT LINE -- Round #, short description of fic (ex: "Alex/Hank, lab partners")
--- Link to the prompt
--- Text of the prompt

--- Link to the fill
OR
--- Entire text of the fill

EXAMPLE:
Prompt: http://xmen-firstkink.livejournal.com/6437.html?thread=1038472#t2038174

Charles/Erik -- Charles is a bakery owner whose most frequent customer is Erik.

Fill: http://xmen-firstkink.livejournal.com/6437.html?thread=0139482#t4502942

Charles started off the morning the same way he always did...

Re: FILL: Everyday Love in Stockholm 177/?

[identity profile] tahariel.livejournal.com 2012-03-12 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Pretty sure that's from a Sherlock fic, and that is a lovely line! It really does fit Erik here, where he just feels everything too strongly to cope.

I've always thought, actually, that under his steel exterior is somebody who is too sensitive, rather than insensitive, to feelings and situations, which is why he reacts so strongly to everything. He's lashing out before he can be hurt, and pretending that he can't be.

Erik just can't bear the thought of losing the one and only person he has left, even though he knows it's not right. The thought of Charles dying is worse, to him, than the thought of Charles being unhappy, at least at the moment. Because you can get better from being unhappy, but you don't get better from dying, and Erik knows he's being selfish, but. He can't stop himself.